yeah, so, the image pretty much explains what happens when i get my hands on a camera.
well, again my plans got broken. really they wouldn't have went through anyway, as it's storming outside. so i didn't really do anything all day.
but the snow stopped now, and the roads are plowed. which means school, unless it starts again.
i really need a haircut again, i can't stand my hair when it gets long. it gets curly. i dont like it at all.
anyways, i have been trying to avoid this subject for the past few days. love.
right now, i don't like love. i hate it. i hate how i completely fall head over heals for someone. i hate how they'll change on you. i hate how love can completely destroy a friendship. i hate how love can create a hatrid towards someone. i hate how love can make you change. there are some good things about love though. i like how you feel safe with the person you love. i like how love can make you feel good on the worst days. i like how you feel completely happy with the person you love.
and because of all of those reasons, i don't want to love anyone. i am afraid to love anyone. i dont want my life to be ruined because of it. i'm scared i will lose my friends because of it. i'm scared i'll make other people feel hurt. most of all, i'm scared when the time comes that we both need to seperate, it will tear us both apart.
ugh, thats enough for now
-Eric
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